Deep Reflection: I Wasted Eight Years in the Crypto Industry

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Author: @kenchangh

Compiled by: Hu Tao, ChainCatcher

initial motivation

I've been interested in politics since my teenage years. Of all the books that have radicalized my thinking, the works of Andre Rand (The Fountainhead, Atlas Shrugged) have had the greatest influence. In 2016, with a libertine heart, I donated to Gary Johnson. Besides being a staunch follower of Rand, I'm also interested in computer programming, so cryptocurrency was a natural fit for me. The cypherpunk spirit deeply resonated with me. The concept of Bitcoin as a private bank for the wealthy fascinated me. The ability to cross borders with a billion dollars in assets has always been a powerful idea for me.

However, as time went on, I felt I had lost my way in the cryptocurrency space. After investing full-time, the initial allure of cryptocurrency's transformative power faded. I became disappointed with my target customers and the group I was truly fighting for. I completely misunderstood the difference between cryptocurrency's real users and its propaganda targets. I completely believed its claims of contributing to the decentralization of the financial system, but in reality, it was nothing more than a speculative and gambling supersystem, merely a replica of the existing economy.

Reality slapped me hard in the face. I wasn't building a new financial system; I built a casino. A casino that doesn't call itself a casino, but it's the largest, 24/7 online multiplayer casino ever conceived of by our generation. On one hand, I'm proud of having spent at least my twenties building this casino. On the other hand, I feel like I've wasted my entire twenties on it. I've wasted my life on it, but at least I've made a lot of money from it.

Look at what they do, not what they say.

Cryptocurrencies are confusing. On one hand, some proponents claim they want to completely replace the existing financial system with a blockchain-based system. I can easily imagine a system where you only need USDC or Bitcoin in your bank account, and you can send billions of dollars to anyone in the world in seconds. This idea is powerful, and I still believe in it.

However, the incentive mechanism has completely distorted reality. In the real world, every market participant is eager to invest in the development of the next generation of Layer 1 (Aptos, Sui, Sei, ICP, etc.). The 2020 Layer 1 race resulted in only one winner—Solana. This led to a strong preference for the fourth position (Bitcoin, Ethereum, Solana, and other projects). This incentive mechanism has supported a market capitalization of hundreds of billions of dollars, but has it truly contributed to net growth towards an ideal new financial system? While venture capitalists would write 5,000-word articles to argue this point, the answer is no; it has not fostered the establishment of a new system. In fact, it has almost burned through everyone's money (whether retail investors or venture capitalists), so in the new financial system, everyone has less money.

I'm not just targeting L1 platforms. In the cryptocurrency space, I could cite many similar examples—spot decentralized exchanges (DEXs), real-time decentralized exchanges (DEXs), prediction markets, meme platforms, and so on. The frenzy and competition in these niche markets don't contribute positively to the ultimate goal of building a more robust financial system. Contrary to what venture capitalists say, we don't need to move casinos to Mars.

Economic gambling

It would be a lie to say I joined the cryptocurrency space without any financial motivation. As a reader, you might think it's hypocritical of me to decide to leave the cryptocurrency industry now that I've made enough money. Yes, maybe I am hypocritical. But perhaps I'm simply disgusted by the quagmire that fuels the financialization and gambling of the economy.

Profiting through zero-sum games is not a path to long-term wealth accumulation. It may seem that way on the surface, but it's not. Eight years in the cryptocurrency space have completely destroyed my ability to identify sustainable business models. In the cryptocurrency world, you don't need a successful business or product to make money. The industry is flooded with tokens with extremely high market capitalizations that are virtually ignored.

The real world doesn't work that way. If you want to truly create value for your customers, and not just gambling plus entertainment (which, by the way, is what casinos do), then this zero-sum business model simply won't work.

in conclusion

I used to think financial nihilism was a cute and harmless concept. And I figured it wouldn't hurt to keep pushing zero-sum games onto the next generation. I have no doubt that Bitcoin will one day reach $1 million. But that has nothing to do with the financial games this industry is currently playing.

This industry mentality is extremely harmful, and I believe it will lead to a long-term collapse of social mobility for the younger generation. You've witnessed all of this firsthand, and I think what's truly important is that we ourselves must have the courage to resist the temptations of those worthless games.

CMS Holdings once famously said, "Do you want to make money, or do you want to prove yourself right?" This time, I choose to prove myself right.

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Editor's Note: This blogger's article sparked considerable discussion among industry professionals on X. Here are some of the most popular responses:

Austin Federa, co-founder of DoubleZero :

I respect your awareness that your ethical standards are inconsistent with your current behavior. This requires courage and self-reflection, and it's not easy. But from a broader perspective, I think the natural state of cryptocurrency is almost the final state of the entire economy, and I don't know if this is something we should be worried about. The allure of cryptocurrency lies in its ability to strip us down to our most essential, most primal level, forcing us to build from fundamental principles. I often think of the opening scene of the TV series *Silicon Valley*, because it realistically portrays the self-deception that exists within the traditional economic order. What I like about cryptocurrency is that it confronts all hypocrisy and reveals the truth.

Haseeb Qureshi, Managing Partner of Dragonfly:

Casinos have always existed in the cryptocurrency space. The first blockbuster application on Bitcoin was Satoshi Dice (2012). The first blockbuster smart contract on Ethereum was King of the Ether Throne (2015), which was essentially a Ponzi scheme. Once programmable money becomes available, people's first thought is gambling and playing silly games. This is human nature.
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Casinos are glamorous and enjoy immense social media attention (where people can quickly win and lose wealth, easily convincing themselves it's their lucky moment), but if you focus solely on their superficial glamour, you'll miss a much bigger story. What initially drew me into this industry a decade ago seemed like science fiction—cryptocurrency as a superior vehicle for finance, destined to forever alter the nature of money and permanently change the balance of power between individuals and governments—is now becoming a reality. Bitcoin is challenging national authority. They are now buying Bitcoin on their own balance sheets. Stablecoins are influencing monetary policy. Central banks are scrambling to respond. Permissionless smart contracts like Uniswap and AAVE are now larger and more valuable than unicorn fintech companies. The world is undergoing a radical transformation around cryptocurrencies. It may take longer than you think, but the adoption of transformative technologies almost always happens more slowly than you anticipate.
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As we all know, it took over 20 years for the internet to emerge. Do you really think we'll replace the financial industry—the world's most regulated and government-monitored sector—in just five years? If you're feeling frustrated because you didn't make money participating in some kind of "memecoin L2" project, take a deep breath. This industry owes you nothing.
Believe it or not, all these mental compromises regarding the timeline are actually beneficial. A forest can only stay healthy by regularly pruning away dead branches and leaves. Without the occasional fire to clean it up, decay will spread, and eventually the whole forest will rot. It's a harsh reality, but the only way to continue developing is to remove what no longer serves its purpose. All this negativity on the timeline needs to be eliminated in some way. Letting these people continue to leave will make the air a little fresher. These people should either change their minds and refocus on the future, or they should leave so the rest of us can continue working. Because the work isn't finished yet.
Mason Nystrom, Partner at Pantera Capital :
I've seen a growing number of people pessimistic about cryptocurrencies and their social value (or lack thereof). I believe this view is wrong. Of course, speculation and misuse of cryptocurrencies exist. The cryptocurrency market is real and massive, and many people are losing money at the table. But it also contains a wealth of overlooked positive social value. Bitcoin has become a global, non-sovereign asset, accessible to anyone in the world with an internet connection. It grants global citizens a veto/option-out mechanism, shifting economic control from nations to individuals. Stablecoins offer better financial security to people around the world, improving lives through faster fund transfers, higher returns, and lower transaction costs. Banks don't actually offer asset returns. Stablecoins are changing that.
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Cryptocurrencies offer a new financial system, but they also fuel speculation and corruption. Cryptocurrencies are building a new financial system that allows people to construct things as they please. Some will build casinos, others will develop new payment mechanisms. Some will set up platforms for crime, others will develop ways to make credit more accessible. The new financial system will not be perfect, but it will far surpass the status quo. If you only see cryptocurrencies as casinos, then perhaps you should take a step back and look at the many benefits that cryptocurrencies have brought to and will continue to bring to society from a broader perspective.

Crypto trader Crypto Painter:

Indeed, this is the reality. It's clear the author's resolve has crumbled, bluntly stating that the crypto market has degenerated into a gambling den...

Interestingly, I heard the same argument in 2018 and again in 2022. If you understand how the crypto market works, you'll find that a massive influx of external liquidity inevitably fuels a boom in gamblers and casinos...

A gambling-like market will naturally consume excess liquidity...

Thus, the entire crypto market has entered a cycle of "value investing" - "conviction investing" - "emotional speculation" - "utter disillusionment"...

Looking back to the beginning of 2023, the market was rife with talk of BTC and value investing, and now it's as desolate as it is now.

But the cryptocurrency market has come a long way through this cycle of "belief" - "questioning" - "denial". We don't need to believe that a certain public chain will eventually succeed, we just need to believe that the decentralized network narrative can last forever.

In the future, new liquidity will enter the market, followed by prosperity and chaos. But as long as the scope of this narrative continues to expand, the long-term direction of this market will ultimately be upward.

2025-2026 will be a period of skepticism, and there may be periods of disappointment in the future, but human nature remains unchanged. Whether it is investment or speculation, it has its enduring value.

Casinos and gamblers are merely small gaps in the bubble-reducing process. The market has its own regulatory mechanisms, so conversely, we should also thank those lousy casinos and lousy projects.

Their emergence indicates that there is a self-regulating part of the market; without bubbles, there will be no phenomenon of profiting from bubbles.

Only by learning to accept this disgusting market phenomenon can we accept the scale of the next bubble.

Quai Network co-founder alan:

You're absolutely right. Cryptocurrencies have gradually become a tool, no longer dedicated to promoting financial sovereignty or expanding the market, but rather to extracting profits. The line between building a financial system that benefits humanity and turning it into a gambling tool is blurred. Every project and founder must make a choice: do they genuinely want to make the world a better place, or are they simply playing the game? ...While it's easy to become desensitized, I suggest you delve deeper and find those genuine projects that are still driving the cypherpunk spirit. That's where the real excitement lies. That's where the real positive-sum game happens. Interestingly, I think the next direction for cryptocurrencies is actually more like Bitcoin. The narratives surrounding privacy (like Zcash and Monero), established cryptocurrencies (like Dash and Decred), and Proof-of-Work (PoW) projects will return.

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